It’s because of you
that I spend my day
nostalgic for the warmth
that ran away.
Its because of you
that I avoid and shun
the hangouts where
we had out fun.
Because of you
I dread my dreams,
my unforgiving
memory.
Because of you
my laugh is lost,
never to return
at any cost.
Of all the destructive things to do!
It is all because of you.
You will never know
How I’ve missed you so.
Because of you
the joy of spring
has become a cruel
amd taunting thing.
It’s because of you
that I drown my pain
with a flood of smack
gushing through my veins.
It’s because of you
that I’m so unsure
whether love is
something I deserve.
Because of you
my heart is hidden away
somewhere alone,
somewhere safe.
Of all the destructive things to do!
It is all because of you.
You will never know
How I’ve missed you so.